decisions.

I wish that God would just show me my whole life and let me make the perfect decisions based on the knowledge that I had. But, that wouldn't be much of an adventure then, would it? I can't seem to understand why I am unable to just go for it this time. I usually just jump right on in to a decision, but why can't I do it this time? This could be a huge change for me. If I get it wrong this time, I could be in school for a really long time. If I get it right, this could be huge! I know that I'm called to be a part of full-time ministry, but where? how? when? with who (big question there God)? Hmmmph. Maybe I'll just look back on this time of questioning and laugh.